i wake and crawl from my dark, urine filled bottle to sniff the outside air, to feel the lifebreath of the joysoaked sun. yet it is too much to bear; shrouded by woe, my wings, which once carried me to her arms, shrivel to dust. happiness lays at my feet, in ashes. with the blowing [...]

Raise my soul from this empty cellar and cheer the dead’s great victory. Another day to hear the wind’s dark and dreary whispers, beckoning me. Veins edged with that elixir of poisoned dreams, I am vacant of will, left to wander, alone, through the haze of gray cities lined with blood, semen and death. Gathering [...]